When you're on fire, you just want to burn.
See, here’s the thing:
I’m a bitch…
No! Not that kind of bitch,
But I am a bitch.
When I know someone did something to offend people,
I’ll tell you why that’s wrong.
If you do something not nice to me,
I swear I’ll tear you to pieces
And I will make sure that
You hear what I have to say,
Because you are loathsome.
You are smaller and more pathetic
Than the fungus living
In the deepest recesses of your brain.
THAT kind of bitch.
And if you are going to bitch out on me,
Make sure you bitch hard and you bitch well.
Make sure you are within reason.
Be sure, be abso-fucking-lutely sure that I am wrong.
Then that’s the time I’ll think about apologizing.
But rarely do I say that I’m sorry.
If I hurt you in any way,
I may have done that on purpose.
And if you do things on purpose,
You are not sorry for those things.
Here’s my credo:
Do not be afraid to question things.
Never be afraid to ask.
That will be the time
You can weed out the lies and
Understand the truth.
Do not be ashamed of your mistakes.
Be happy you made them
And that you learned from them.
That’s the time you discover the truth.
Be invigorated
That you reached a higher level of understanding.
Next time, you have the chance to redeem yourself and be right.
Never limit yourself to what you only believe.
There are ideas everywhere,
Opinions unheard.
And if you do not agree with them,
Don’t be a dick about it.
At least you get to hear them and validate your belief.
If those ideas made your belief stronger,
Good for you.
If those ideas made you
Question your opinions,
Then continue searching.
Find your own truth.
Have your own ideas and opinions.
Broaden your mind.
Reconnect to the world.
Listen to what they have to say
Continuously edit yourself
And realize that
You are not who you are
But you are a collection of thoughts.
Tell you what:
Knowledge, truth and wisdom are important.
Your own quality control and assurance are important.
Your standards are important.
Inter-personal relationships with people…
Ah! Now we’re on to something.
Here’s my advice:
Cherish those you love.
Make some time and effort to develop relationships.
Your relationship with other people
Is one of the best things in life.
Be happy you have them.
Because you will never be lonely.
If you like me and
I happen to dislike you,
Move on.
You will never be happy with me.
Or rather,
I will never be happy with you.
Honestly,
Who would be happy with someone you dislike?
I’m not a saint.
I just told you,
I’m a bitch.
Call me a bitch anytime you want.
I’ll take it as a compliment,
Or maybe not.
I’m capricious.
If you’re smart, and funny, and witty
And you smell good,
Then I like you already.
I’m not going to say
I want to make babies with you
Because people will judge me for it.
But GODDAMNIT! I WANT TO MAKE BABIES WITH YOU!
So why should I care about what they say?
See, people can be stupid.
People are erratic.
People can be unreliable.
We’re all hypocrites.
We’re all selfish.
We all want attention.
We all want to be loved.
But do they matter?
If you’re struggling right now,
Don’t give up.
You can only survive.
“Everything is survivable except the last.”
No one knows how to deal with it.
You can only survive it.
And if you have,
That’s the only time that you can say,
“It gets better.”
It does and it will.
If only you don’t give up.
Don’t be like Hannah Baker.
You see, this is the time
I have to be a bitch
Because the timing is perfect.
After all the encouragement,
I have the need to remind you
Of the absolute truth.
When you’ve become so pessimistic
And you’ve realized that everything sucks,
You have no one to hang onto
But yourself.
“It gets better” becomes stupid,
And you begin to understand
That after it gets better,
Time and space will connive against you,
The universe will conspire
To make your life unhappy.
You just have to remind yourself
Everyday,
That the truth is,
It gets better when everybody lies.
"I need a stage and an audience. I'M ON FIRE!"
-karlalauren -sugarcanes_weathervanes hey! what are you doing reading my entries like that?
I’m a bitch…
No! Not that kind of bitch,
But I am a bitch.
When I know someone did something to offend people,
I’ll tell you why that’s wrong.
If you do something not nice to me,
I swear I’ll tear you to pieces
And I will make sure that
You hear what I have to say,
Because you are loathsome.
You are smaller and more pathetic
Than the fungus living
In the deepest recesses of your brain.
THAT kind of bitch.
And if you are going to bitch out on me,
Make sure you bitch hard and you bitch well.
Make sure you are within reason.
Be sure, be abso-fucking-lutely sure that I am wrong.
Then that’s the time I’ll think about apologizing.
But rarely do I say that I’m sorry.
If I hurt you in any way,
I may have done that on purpose.
And if you do things on purpose,
You are not sorry for those things.
Here’s my credo:
Do not be afraid to question things.
Never be afraid to ask.
That will be the time
You can weed out the lies and
Understand the truth.
Do not be ashamed of your mistakes.
Be happy you made them
And that you learned from them.
That’s the time you discover the truth.
Be invigorated
That you reached a higher level of understanding.
Next time, you have the chance to redeem yourself and be right.
Never limit yourself to what you only believe.
There are ideas everywhere,
Opinions unheard.
And if you do not agree with them,
Don’t be a dick about it.
At least you get to hear them and validate your belief.
If those ideas made your belief stronger,
Good for you.
If those ideas made you
Question your opinions,
Then continue searching.
Find your own truth.
Have your own ideas and opinions.
Broaden your mind.
Reconnect to the world.
Listen to what they have to say
Continuously edit yourself
And realize that
You are not who you are
But you are a collection of thoughts.
Tell you what:
Knowledge, truth and wisdom are important.
Your own quality control and assurance are important.
Your standards are important.
Inter-personal relationships with people…
Ah! Now we’re on to something.
Here’s my advice:
Cherish those you love.
Make some time and effort to develop relationships.
Your relationship with other people
Is one of the best things in life.
Be happy you have them.
Because you will never be lonely.
If you like me and
I happen to dislike you,
Move on.
You will never be happy with me.
Or rather,
I will never be happy with you.
Honestly,
Who would be happy with someone you dislike?
I’m not a saint.
I just told you,
I’m a bitch.
Call me a bitch anytime you want.
I’ll take it as a compliment,
Or maybe not.
I’m capricious.
If you’re smart, and funny, and witty
And you smell good,
Then I like you already.
I’m not going to say
I want to make babies with you
Because people will judge me for it.
But GODDAMNIT! I WANT TO MAKE BABIES WITH YOU!
So why should I care about what they say?
See, people can be stupid.
People are erratic.
People can be unreliable.
We’re all hypocrites.
We’re all selfish.
We all want attention.
We all want to be loved.
But do they matter?
If you’re struggling right now,
Don’t give up.
You can only survive.
“Everything is survivable except the last.”
No one knows how to deal with it.
You can only survive it.
And if you have,
That’s the only time that you can say,
“It gets better.”
It does and it will.
If only you don’t give up.
Don’t be like Hannah Baker.
You see, this is the time
I have to be a bitch
Because the timing is perfect.
After all the encouragement,
I have the need to remind you
Of the absolute truth.
When you’ve become so pessimistic
And you’ve realized that everything sucks,
You have no one to hang onto
But yourself.
“It gets better” becomes stupid,
And you begin to understand
That after it gets better,
Time and space will connive against you,
The universe will conspire
To make your life unhappy.
You just have to remind yourself
Everyday,
That the truth is,
It gets better when everybody lies.
"I need a stage and an audience. I'M ON FIRE!"
-karlalauren -sugarcanes_weathervanes hey! what are you doing reading my entries like that?
Comments