FOR TRANQUILITY'S SAKE

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another case of LSS,, anyway...

LET'S GET IT STARTED

this must be the first time i put something that has a lot of sense to it. as you can see, the title is 'for tranquility's sake' it is because i'm in a very tranquil moment, and you know how it is when you're in deep thought especially if your environment is solitary, very calm and peaceful.. well maybe except when you hear the screeching tires of the tricycle coming to a halt. and with these moment i come up with the most lazy ideas to put here in my blog..

HERE GOES NOTHING..

have you ever felt like you're doing the same thing everyday? and you are starting to feel less and less human? and like you're starting to be disappointed with what you are doing cause it's always the same thing and because of these predicament you just don't want to wake up the next time you sleep and curse the world as it is?

i myself have felt those times and these days are a part of those times. i've always felt that i'm a failure and that i think i don't do anything right. but there are some cases that i'm too happy and i just forget about my complains and wish that these happy memories would just repeat itself lest i'm living over and over again and nothing will surely happen to my life.

i've got my friends and outside the barrier of my 'peers' there are other people, people i know but don't know any single thing about them. aside from my friends' abnormalities [in a good way] there are the stupendous freaks that surround you almost everyday, these include the weirdos, the book-worms, the brainiacs, and just people you MIGHT normally meet everyday if you're lucky. people who get irritated when they're pressured, those high-and-mighty princes and princesses, and of course how could we forget the conniving backstabbers that doesn't ever tune out of our so-called social life.

may i also include those people who doesn't stop bragging, complaining, and irritating people who doesn't just give up asking non-sensible questions. thankyouverymuch!!!!! don't get me wrong though. i am an imperfect being with lots of imperfections. as i have said awhile ago, i feel like a failure. but i'm just saying.

and excuse-me? this is my blog. my stuff. my points-of-view. so piss off! you better include me to those group of people who all they ever care about is their life. [the heat is rising...]
before i produce the next genocide, let me calm myself first by saying that i'm nothing more but a normal, imperfect, selfish lass who might depict and epitomize a perfect example of a stubborn, procrastinating child.. that didn't even make me even less calm.. oh well

what is this? PMS??? aaaaaarrrrgggh!!!

i'm an enigma to myself. i don't know why and how i'm here in this fast-paced, unchanging world. i don't really know who i am. i'm lost. i can't figure out why i have to be a part of a society that doesn't seem to see who i really am. i have felt nothing.. I.AM.NUMB. [Gloria-ish?]

i have to keep my pace to comply with everyone's needs and to be able to join them with equal speed with them. i'm different, and in that case so are you.

the future really does continue forever and the present moves fast into the past.

people never cease to ask something about me and i don't even find myself interesting. i want to be different. i want to do something that would change people's doubts into hopes, i want to make a difference albeit the hard life that we're all conjuring.

my inborn ability of LITTLE phtographic memory doesn't even do me good. it only selects things that i have less and sometimes interest in and those things aren't even useful; though the gift is useful.

let me end this protest with me saying :

do learn nothing from me cause if you do, nothing will happen with your life. listen to me but don't share with me the same situation that i have that you might be having. go on with life cause if you don't you'll never get to taste.... SHERBET LEMON!

I hope this post have sense in it... thanks for reading

I'M EVIL! THANK YOU!