Month-Long Hiatus

Here I am coming back from my two-week hiatus as the title suggests. Forgive my absence, not that anyone actually reads or pays attention to what I say, but, I was caught up with career responsibilities, saving relationships, and moving places that writing had to be put on a back burner for a little while. 

In those two weeks of keeping busy with life, I also had some realizations of my own about the blog. I had been dreading that this day would come and here it is actually. Showing the problem in front of me. I am weary that I would run out of ideas to write. The week before I postponed writing, I was writing a kind of horror story that I wanted to share with everyone. It didn't see the ending since I stopped writing it. It was difficult for me to write about something I'm not good at hence the story felt contrite. And I didn't want that. Then I realized that the same thing could be said with pursuing the return of my blog again. As much as I want to restart this and make a profit out of it, pushing myself to write about something that my heart wasn't in isn't a very good idea. After all, the main purpose of me restarting this blog isn't to make any profit but to be better at writing and to be able to make use of the time I have.

So now, I am focusing more on keeping a steady pace with my writing but making sure that the articles I post are of something I value. I will make absolutely sure that the ones I write are not because I need to write them but because I want to write them. So postponing my subscription to Squarespace or Wix is probably best for now.

It is actually difficult for me to share my goals because I would rather keep them as private as possible so as to not put any pressure on myself.  Once the word is out that I'm doing a major project, people will keep expecting me to reach that goal that it becomes a chore to me. For now, I will be keeping mum on what I am trying to accomplish in this year and the next.

Actually, I try to keep my life as private as possible. I am no celebrity nor am I an important person to keep a private life, but I have realized that it is safer for me to keep things to myself. I have realized that there really is no need to share it with people who do not know me personally or to anyone for that matter. The fewer people know about me the less they will talk about me, maybe.